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r ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.] FORETOLD, BY MARY ROWSELL. ,8 CHAPTER L Deserted is my own good hall, Its hearth is desolate; Wild weeds are gathering on the walls, My dog howls at the gate. ChiZde Harold. M WILFRED GRAYTIIORNE, aged 46." Yes, I know, I know only forty-six, and it must be true, because it is on the tombstone; but I always find it hard to reconcile myself to the fact that he was so young. I have been up to the chapel on the Crag this afternoon, and memory has been busy ever since with bygones. My mind's eye sees him so distinctly before me, just as I really saw him for the last time in the flesh seven years ago to-day; I can recall every line of that careworn face, every furrow crossing and recrossing out all traces of youth, and dry, unanswerable data alone can convince me that indeed he saw but forty- six winters. • J am ar|t'cipating my story a strange one indeed for me to look back upon, and often as, book in hand, I sit by the quaint old fireplace in the din- ing-room at Abbot's Crag, and my darling hushes the merry sound of our children's voices, because Papa is reading," my thoughts in fact are wandering away to far-off years, losing themselves in a labyrinth of speculation upon the struggle between good and evil in this world of ours, and gratefully musing upon the Providence which made me, Guy Heaton, its instru- ment for restoring to Abbot's Crag something of that joy and content which had reigned there for many a past generation, but which departed so suddenly and so fearfully with the youth of its last owner. My own history is not an uncommon one. Five years before this little record of mine begins, my gentle mother had been laid to rest in the old family vault of the Heatons, and my father and I dwelt alone together in the old, tumbledown red-brick Berkshire mansion. It had not always been tumbledown in my boyhood's days, charity to the poor, hospitality to the rich, had been poured forth from its doors by no niggardly hand; but we had become miserably poor. A trusted, untrustworthy friend had tempted my father to embark somewhat largely upon the danger- ous sea of speculation. Our little ship, containing many thousand pounds, foundered, and all was lost. From this loss we might, with care and retrenchment, have recovered, but the same enterprising acquaint- ance had borrowed a large sum from my easy, kind- hearted father, to invest in a venture of his own. The money," he assured us, was safe as the Bank of England." Nevertheless, his speculation also proved an utter failure and within two short years we were almost penniless; only the shelter of our roof-tree remained to us. But the old house, once so full of life and good cheer, was now left unto us so desolate and empty that often we hardly knew whence to-morrow's dinner should come. Some from whom he had a right to expect better things deserted us cruelly. It is true they meted out a certain sour mixture they called pity; blamed us for our troubles, our open house of former days, knew what it would all come to;" and so passed by on the other side. Yet there were others, chiefly my father's old tenants, who were truly and touchingly generous to us. Their allegiance did not pass, with their rents, into alien hands, but revealed itself practically enough, under the form of many a kindly little gift of home produce, entrusted to the command of old Dorothy, our quondam housekeeper and present sole domestic; a very female Caleb Bald erst one in her mode of setting forth to outsider the prosperous con- dition of her larder, yet taking care withal to accept each of the generous gifts brought to her for us. Her flowery imagination pictured forth so vividly our sumptuous daily feasts to the good people who brought us bacon and eggs and fowls that I often wondered they persevered in embarrassing our sup- posed wealth but I suspect that they were wiser even than the astute Dorothy, and kept a silent tongue in their heads, forbearing, for our sake, to contradict a word the faithful ereature might say. Truly they acted the little deception delicately well on their own part. It was quite a marvel what rare young sucking pigs blessed neighbouring styes just then; how sweet they were, and how just a morsel might tempt his honour mayhap how many a cow would take it into her kind ruminating old head to produce the finest milk and cream known for many a year, and how miraculously prolific the hens saw fit to be for our especial behoof. Dorothy always smiled grimly upon the offerings, something after the manner of a goddess who might Vouchsafe to favour the votive sacrifice of adoring mortal. Yes," she would say, the victuals looked tidy enough in their way, the cream 'd serve for the maccaroon trifle to-night, and the fowl 'd match prettily with the tongue boiling for his honour's dinner. It was true his honour, and for the matter of that, Mr. Guy too, had poor appetites enough, still there was no knowing but what they might be tempted." Our poor appetites were utterly and entirely one of Dorothy's fictions, and again and again, through the kindness of these our poorer neighbours we en- joyed a hearty meal which might have otherwise con- sisted of little else than dry bread. The tenderly veiled compassion of these good folks, who but lately had deemed my father only just poorer than King George himself, was balm indeed to our sore hearts. May the Great King of all re- member those kind souls in the day when he makes up his jewels. But neither ponds of cream nor generations of rare pigs could ensure to me an honest livelihood. What was to be done? I had run a fair career, first at one of our great public schools, and afterwards had graduated creditably at Cambridge; but my terms there had not expired when our troubles over- whelmed us and summarily cut short the path I had hopefully marked out for myself. We wanted money at once. I could not afford to plod on now and wait for the remuneration a profes- sion might ultimately bring me in. But the prospect of employment was held out to me through the thoughtful kindness of a true friend. A gentleman of his acquaintance, a Sir George Mathieson, was making inquiries for a tutor for his two sons; a University man was a sine qua non with Sir George, and he, through her friend's recommen- dation, wrote to offer me the vacant post, with the accompaniment of a fair stipend, and hinting, more- over, at hopes of further advancement if satisfied with the result of my efforts in his family. The offer was generous in the extreme, and I gratefully accepted it. Ten days after, all prelimi- naries being settled, I bade farewell to home, with strangely mingled feelings of regret and hope, set out on my tedious coach journey, and towards mid- day of a bitter, snowy March afternoon, I found unyself set down at the door of the Blue Posts," at C- and about seven miles from Bickton Park, my final destination. Between C- and Bickton Park the deep-lying snow had stopped all communication. "At best of times," said the landlord of the Blue Posts," t' roads was bad, and now was nigh as im- passable for man as for beast. I had best stop awhile or two Sir George would no more expect me such weather than he would expect t' King o' France." But besides that the day was still young, I dreaded a bill, however small, at mine host's, and, notwith- standing his remonstrances, I determined to walk. When he found he could not turn me ff,om my purpose, he did his best to instruct me how to find J mv way. It was straight as an arrow," he said, "between C-- and Bickton; I had but to follow my nose, about four miles on I should pass Squire Gray- thorne's, then on, straight on again, to the journey's end." Soon, although stumbling with every step, I had made considerable way over that vast snowy desert, but the clouds loured heavily, end the dull winter afternoon began to close in before I was well aware. Presently a few large snowflakes drifted in my face; there would be another fall. Not a single cottage or hovel had I passed on all my weary way; the cold, driving north wind, sole disturber of the weird silence around me, had played such mad, cruel pranks with my well-worn cloak, and had snarled and bitten at my hands so fiercely through their worsted coverings, that my numbed fingers only re- tained a corpse-like grip of the poor little valise that held the bulk of my worldly possessions. Bitterly now I began to repent my foolhardiness, and to wish myself at all coats back again in the cozy warm parlour at the Blue Posts but it would have been more unwise to turn back than to go for- ward. What was to be done ? Suddenly a vague hope 01 shelter seemed to offer itself in the shape of a long, low, outline, rising darkly against the leaden sky; but whether a house, or a church, or a great barn, of a delusion altogether, the blinding snowflakes, falling thickly upon my stiffening eyelids, would not let me distinguish. The horrors of my situation loomed upon me dreary little chronicled mishaps, "Lost in the snow I" Frozen to death I" haunted my half-numbed senses. Sad thoughts of my father, left childless and desolate indeed, mingled themselves strangely with trilling episodes of my past; life, and as we are told that bygones group themselves before the vision of Browning men, so iiia,,ny a mtnerto torgotten detail ot old days rose to my imagination. I saw our dining room at home, with its patched threadbare carpet, and my fishing rod in the corner I saw the tiresome tiies-ay, and heard them, too buzzing about the ears of poor old "Stump," our pony; I heard Dorothy's shrill voice;—hark how it mingles with the ding dong ding of our church belts across the nie.,tdows I and iioiv-tliat, is surely the rush of the mill wheel beside the gates I stagger forward; strive to clutch with my frozen fingers at some black object which seems to elude my grasp, fall; and—I know no more. I CHAPTER II. Maiden, with the meek brown eyes. In whose orb a shadow lies, Like the dusk in evening skies Thou Whose locks outsliiue the sun, Golden tresses wreathed in one. As the braided streamlets run. -Longfellow. A RED flow of firelight flickering cheerily upon the dark silken hangings of a bed in which I lay-and big enough for the great one of Ware ÍlseJf-was the pleasant sight which greeted my eyes when I opened them again. How long I had been there I knew no more than a baby, and, with all a baby's philosophy as to whys and wherefores, cared not at all. Enough, and more than enough, that I lay com- fortably and warmly there too lazy, or perchance too weak, to lift a finger, but as my senses dawned upon me, I took in those details of the apartment, which my half-drawn curtains permitted me to see. A huge twisted floriated oaken wardrobe seemed to occupy almost the entire length of one wall of the chamber. On the right burned my friend, the lire, guarded on either side by marble caryatides, whose sharp furry ears pricked quaintly up through their stiff locks as they grinned down upon an enormous tabby cat curled up fast asleep on the rug. Between the curtains, at my bed's foot, I could discern a toilette-table and a mirror, sto luxuriantly embedded in its delicate china framework of flowers and foliage that it was only fit to reflect fairest lady's face, and ought to have had nothing to do with the poor wan cheeks and hollow eyes that shadowed themselves dimly forth in it from my pillow. In a deep recess, near the great wide window, bung a crucifix, exquisitely carved in ebony and ivory, which for awhile set my thoughts a musing on that deepest pain and meekest patience the world can ever know. Times are changed since then. Puritanism in those days banished all such objects from every- day life, and its presence there almost certainly indicated the owner as an adherent of the old re- ligion." Nothing else hung upon the wainscoted walls, with the exception of three or four old portraits. Ancestors doubtless of the good Samaritan who had rescued me from a cruel death. Although dim with time, I could discern great material beauty in each countenance, yet the spirit there far outrivalled all mere flesh and blood charms. A wealth of dark brown hair pushed lightly back from broad open brows, eyes where intellect and wit seemed ruled by an innate kindliness, mouths that smiled, not in vague exasperating portrait fashion, but as thcugh at some bright transient thought, and ) I almost looked for the smile to relapse into a serious- ness. Such true nobility and beauty I had never till then beheld combined in human countenance. Who were they ? Was I in little Thornrose's enchanted palace ? And were those fir trees, waving their long arms out- side my window there, in the middle of her deep, deep wood ? Should I have slept a hundred years, and had I woke up too soon ? The cat on the rug bad never so much as winked; here, save for the long-drawn rise and fall of her glossy sides, she lay immovable, paw over nose, No sound, no sound blit the stealthy cracking of the fire, and the lazy ticking of a clock I could not see. At last the silence became intolerable, the desire to break it irresistible; and, with a savage wantonness, I determined to try and break the calm repose of the cat by calling "Puss." It was a mighty effort, but no result followed for the poor weak whisper doing duty for my voice had little chance indeed of disturbing her slumbers. Nevertheless, I tried again, and this time not altogether unsuccessfully, for she flicked forward one ear, and immediately afterwards my curtains were drawn gently aside, and a silver-haired, mild- looking little old lady, worthy indeed to be a fairy godmother, looked in upon me. She had on a glossy black satin dress, a snowy muslin kerchief was folded over her bosom, while a border of softest lace framed her rosy apple face. In her mittened hand she held a cup. How do you find yourself, bairnie?" she said- "better? Just nod your head, then; mustn't talk ye know, just yet. Take this first;" and she placed before me some fragrant broth-like liquid. Ye've been rather ill," she continued, as I looked inquir- ingly at her, but ye'll soon be better now." Certainly I was better, for I devoured the contents of the cup with a keen relish and the silver-haired little dame, having superintended its speedy disap- pearance with an approving nod, bade me lie still and be quiet, and sat herself down to knit. For some half-hour or so I obeyed orders; and lay there, lazily watching the lightning speed of her tiny fingers but at last, after many vain attempts on my part at conversation, followed, on hers, by resolute pursings of the button-hole mouth, intending to awe me irto silence, I gained the day, and gleaned some enlightenment from her as to my present plight. I was at Abbot's Crag," she said, Squire Gray- thorne's place. His honour had himself found me, lying at his gates in a deep swoon, and nigh frozen to death. Then they had carried me in to the bed where I now lay. The village apothecary had said that the cold and fatigue, acting upon a previously weakened system, had been too much for me, and that, in all probability, some time must still elapse before I should be once more strong enough to face a work- a-day world. There was no cause to fret or worrit myself, the address of Sir George Mathieson had been found in my pocket; he was well known to Squire Graythorne, and had told him my history for me. They had been able to send my father comfort- ing replies to his anxious inquiries. Sir John had found a substitute until I should be thoroughly well and strong enough for my duties. And there's no call, you see," concluded my kind nurse, to fret or worrit about a single thing; so lie still." "But how," said I, "can I ever repay Mr. Gray- thorne and yourself for all your goodness?" As to me," she replied, I'm just his honour's housekeeper; and for him, there, 'tis only when he's about some kind deed for other fowk that his puir wae-worn heart seems eased a bit, and he'll be quite fain, I'll wager, when he comes, in, to hear ye're mending sae bonnily, for indeed he took avast fancy to your puir stark face lying so pitiful at his gate, and I think, a'most he forgot his ain sorrows, the while he sorrowed for ye." I am grieved to hear that my kind benefactor is in trouble. Has he lost anyone dear to him lately ?" Dear to him? Lack-a-day 1" sighed the house- keeper, but leeatly-weil, bairn, ye know fowks think so different about those same leeatles; there's them '11 greet and whine, and make a great to-do and cram a grave so thick with their snawdrops and violets, as if t' puir body underneath was nivver to coom ahoon again, and by time t' red roses bloom forgets all about their dead. And there's them that a dozen years agone, seems but a short winter's day to; mebbe after t' first they don't take on much out- side, but just ye bide awhile wi' 'em and see if their leeatlies don't last till Heaven takes 'em home again to them that's nivver been a single hour ou't o' their heads since they was took. Now, our Squire's one o' these. Young Madam G-raythorpe$5<ssd j ust eigh- teen years agone come t' blessed Whitsimtk" and our master sorrows for her as if he'd laid her in her cold grave, puir lassie, but yestreen. Ah, me! I've heard him tell Mistress Hilda (that's ouryoung leddy), many and many a time, about yon King who lost his only son through drownin', and how afterwards he I never smiled again, and I often think him and out master 'd make a real waesome pair; but, whisht now, or all t' fever 11 come back on ye 1* Then the housekeeper, screwins uo her lips again, plied her needles quicker than ever, and not a word of further information could I get out of her for the rest of that day. So, too, the next morning passed, and although Mrs. Redmond chattily busied herself over my personal comfort, all efforts to induce her to renew the previous day's conversation failed com- pletely. The kind, pompous little apothecary paid me another visit during the morning, and pronounced me sufficiently recovered to sit up for a few hours. Accordingly, having been inducted into a glaring scarlet silk dressing-gown, bestrewn with gigantic yellow roses, I was led to the downiest, softest of couches, also draped with a chintz of exceedingly loud colours. Mrs. Redman was charmed with my exploit, or rather, I should say, with her own, for it was her kind arms that supported my weak, trembling frame on that first toilsome little pilgrimage from bed to couch. She declared I should soon pick up now —what I was to pick up she did not explain. If she meant strength, never had I felt further from such a consummation. For the first time I began to find how severe my illness must have been I was weak as a child, and for many a long day after that I thought strength had iled for ever, and that, sooner or later, I must sink beneath the intolerable, oppressive weakness. My couch had been so arranged that, by slightly turning my languid head, I could see out of the window. Those who have ever been half-smothered for any length of time behind close bed curtains alone can tell the satisfaction of gazing once more on the outer world, even though that would be one of grimy roof-tops and obimnev-pots, with now and then, by way of enlivening the scene, the apparition of soma poor gaunt cat stalking through the smoke and fog; but who shall describe the blessedness of gazing out once more on the real Nature world, with its green trees and soft, grassy meadows, while some happy bird, skimming through the glistening air, bears our gratitude for us, away through the low-lying clouds, up into the eternal depths of the blue sky. Such was the sight from my window-a fair one indeed for sore e'en. Just beneath, a broad terrace stretched from end to end of the long, low-gabled house; flights of stone steps led down thence, between gentle green slopes, on to a lawn, so shaven and shorn, and smooth, that tennis monomaniacs of to-day would incontinently have tortured it with their iron spikes; but Britain's sons and daughters had not then lent themselves body and soul to the en- thralling pastime, and the great expanse stretched itself smilingly away into a wilderness of mighty trees, while, far beyond, a crescent of blue sunlit bills shut in the prospect. It was one of those days, in late winter, when the sun seems to hint to the birds that spring won't be long now, and that they had better tune up and try their pretty voices, and underneath my window was such a chirrupping, and twittering, and fluttering, as though matters were decidedly flourishing in the bird world. Sometimes things seemed to be carried too far, for now and then a small shriek, and a flapping of tiny wings, told of a skirmish, and then I heard the sound of a sweet voice, mildly remonstrating. Mrs. Redman was absent from the room just then, and I crept closer to the window, and peeped out from the curtains. On the terrace just below, amid a posse of little brown birds, there stood a young girl, of apparently seventeen or eighteen years; she might have been Red Riding Hood herself, in her little scarlet cloak and hood, which was drawn up over her curly golden hair. With one hand she held up a daintily-embroi- dered apron full of crumbs, while with the other she scattered the food among her tiny pensioners. A gigantic shaggy dog stood looking on, at a respectful distance, with his great, patient, loving eyes. Suddenly the young lady raised her head, and gazed, I though somewhat inquiringly, at my window. Then, painfully conscious of the figure I must pre. sent in my gorgeous habiliments, I drew hastily back, but not until I had remarked the beauty of a pair of dark brown eves, and of a complexion all aglow with the freshness of the crisp winter air. Involuntarily I turned to the portraits on the wall, Ah, now, indeed, I had beheld those features and that expression in the living flesh Just then Mrs. Redman returned, and I summoned up courage to ask her who the lady was I had seen in the garden. (To be continued,)

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