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THE r T>tervening Sea By DAVID LYALL. t CHAPTER I. THE PARTING OF THE WAYS. ► 'It seems easy and clear while you are speaking, Digby, There was a world of longing in the tono, and the young, handsome, eager face up- turned to his companion's was full of ques- tioning. It was a summer evening, and the two men, Evan Holt and Laurence Digby, were drifting idly in a boat on one of the loveliest reaches of the Thames at Oxford. It was the beginning of Commemoration week, and though the night was darkening down, the soft air was full of laughter, and in th3 laden boats darting to and fro winsome eyes made havoc of hearts supposed to be given to graver matters. But these two seemed unconscious of it alL The absorbing nature of their theme held them—they talked of the soul's immortality. and of the things pertaining to their eternal peace. Digby's was the older faoo, full of oare and thought; experience had drawn the lines about his mouth, and given dispth to his penetrating eyes. It was a good. even a strong faoo, and at that moment it wore an expression of deep tenderness. 'You are not far from the Kingdom, Evan,' be replied. 'Soon the light 'will shine through the open door.' 'I am quite clear that I want to live the higher life,' said the young man earnestly. The trouble is that I have not the joy you feel, and I want it.' 'It will come. Evan. It is an experience f which can neither be explained nor passed "r^' on. As a matter of fact some never ex- perience it. Grace is a matter of growth with them. There is temperament, too. Don't forget the difference in temperament. I am excitable—emotional, if you will—you are made of sterner stuff. You'll do grand work yet, Evan; I'm convinced of it.' 'You excitable!' exclaimed the lad in simple wonder. 'I have never seen it, and I don't believe it for a moment, either.' Difrby laughed. 'It's there all the same. I sometimes wish it were less obvious. It is tlirough the affections that all belief is won or lost, Evan. It is well to remember that when we judp-e ourselves or others.' 'I only half understand you,' said Holt vaguely. 'I wish this wcio not'Commemor- ation, and that my mother and Evelyn were not due in half an hour.' 'You will be happy when they do 000Tle, Evan and at this particular crisis I am glad they are coming.' 'You don't know my sister. Digby; she won't give me a moment for serious thought.' 'So much the better for you. just at pres- ent. Your mind is weary, your heart con- fused. I wish I could help you, Evan, but it is impossible. There are many lonely moments in a man's life. but he is never more alone than in his soul's conflict. The battle must be lost or won in a solitary pkioa.' As he spolc?, Digby steered the boat to the shallow brim of the river and lightly sprang ashore. He made it fast while Holt stoed idly by. with the listless yet eager look on his faoa which filled Digby's heart with a mother's tenderness. How he yearned over that young soul he dare not say: he had wrestled in prayer for him, but the light of dawn had not 3131 dispelled the mists of per- plexity and doubt. They spoke but little as they walked brisk- ly through the byways to the station. As they neared it. however. Digby turned to him with a smile. 'You mustn t meet your mother and sister with a face like that, or they will bring me to task. I think I am more interested in your mother than in any P* tfon in the world just at present. Holt smiled, but faintly. 'I wonder if she would approvo of the talks we have had in the last t3W days? I 8Tn not sure of it.' 'The day will come, Evan it is for you to compel thorn to come in,' said Digby quietly, at the same time keeping his ey>3 keenly on his companion's face. Holt started and gave a quick glance round, but made no answer. They came in silence to the station, and, Punctual to the moment, the last London train rushed up to the platform. Then Holt's listlessness vanished, and he was all eager- noss to welcome those lie loved. At the foment of greeting Digby stood backhand a singular and oppressive sense of loneliness suddenly encompassed him. He had no ties himself, and his heart cried out for the bless- ing of kith and kin, for the warm near touch of his own blood. In that solitary moment, while he stood a-part, he was able to take quiet survey of Holt's mother and sister, and to form his own opinion concerning them. It was an opinion h3 had no occasion afterwards to cpango. Mrs Holt was a person of no dis- tinction—short, stout, motherly-looking, Soaring her expensive clothes without grace, her every gesture, even before be heard her speak, proclaiming her origin. Yet her face was one to win. A very different personal- ity was h3r daughter Evelyn. Tall and slim, she carried herself with a matchless grace, with a touch of hauteur, indeed which amazed Digby. He was nobly born himself and was quick to recognise distinction of birth and breeding in others. The question tvo asked himself was, how had Evelyn Holt inherited or acquired it? She interested him beyond measure, and attracted him, too. more than any woman had done in his thirty years of life. 'Here's DibY, mother. He's boon awfully good to mo, cried Evan, signing to his friend- to como forward. My mother and 8 is tor, Laurenoe. Of course, they know you from my letters.' Mrs Holt instantly extended a motherly -1 f r1 band, and her kind face smiled delightedly. Til always be grateful, Mr Digby, for your kindness to my la/d; coom, Evelyn, and shake hands with Mr Digby.' Evelyn w&s J>8stowing her attention on her dress-basket being dragged from the luggage van, but thus enjoined she turned to Digby and bowed graciously. 'Of oourse we know you. Mr Digby. Evan's letters of late have contained little There was an acrid touch in her Speech, and her sweet lips curled with just a suspic- ion of scornful banter, which amused Digby. His quiet eyes took in everything and accurately judged Evelyn Holt's power, and her limitations, while she. perhaps, imagined him irresistibly attracted. "Do help us, Evan, to get our luggage out. Mamma is so tired, and I am cvut of sorts,' she said, with just a touch of peevishness in her tone. It is the cross jourr/ey,' she oondesoended to explain to Digby. w« had some shopping to do in London. It 18 too much for one day.' It didn't ought to be. for a young strong Woman, Ewy,' said Mrs Holt, with her good- natured smiloe. Evelyn shrugged her shoul- ders, and again gave her attention to the luggage. She had decided that Digby was a oerson of small importance, but she did not liVid to be called Ewy before him. When the luggage was secured, and they were seated in the hotEõl omnibus. Digby raised kis bat to say good-night 'Won't you ooffne down to The Randolph and have a bit of supper with us, Laurence asked Holt eagerly. Mr Digby; it ain't late for a summer night,' said Mrs Holt persuasively; but iHgbv shook his head. Til call in the morning if I may, but 1 know you have all sorts of nome news to disettss. It was very good of Evan to let nip ooane to the station with him.' So saying, he smiled pleasantly and strode away. 'A very civil-srvoken young man, Evan,' oteeTved his mother approvingly. "What polite he has. to be sure.' Tie Soeen't look very interesting,' said lyn shortly. paraJron is disap- nting, Evan. And how badly dressed he Digby can afford to be indifferent to his slothes,* said Holt lightly. TBesidea, be can't afford to be a dandy.' He looks hard UP. Papa wouldnT: atp- DrOVie of him. I doubt. He wan ted you to "'takA distinguished friends a.t Oxford^ said BJvelyn, with a suspicion of laughter in her Digby is very distinguished. I assure vou answered Holt quietly. 1 QD&J wish I had his bniD8! 'i bn pkswd to hecsr thai you are intimate with the son of a live lord,' pursued Evelyn mischievously. 'I am sure he expected it.' Holt laughed, but there was no mirth in tha sound. 'Perhaps Digby will do. He has an uncle in the peerage, and his father was a bishop.' 'Oh,' said Evelyn, rather taJken back. 'Who would have thought it 'Fine feathers make fine birds to look at, but they don't promise that they'll taste good. That's what I'm always telling you, lass,' said Mrs Holt. nodding her head to emphasise her knowledge oi the world. 'You look thin, now we've time to see you. Evan. Sure, you must have been working hard to make you look like that.' 'I havs been working pretty fair, mother,' he answered, and Evelyn observed the re- straint of his tone. She drew her own con- clusions from it, but they were very wide of the mark. They talked on liotme matters until they reached the hotel, where they had engaged rooms. and where.supper waited. Money being plentiful in the Holt manage, they had a private sitting-room. which at Oxford in Commemoration week is ocnly for those who have a full purse. Immediately alter supper Evelyn went to her own room, pleading headache and fatigue, and Evan was left with his mother. Ho loved her dearly, and her little peculiari- ties of speech and manner, which were at times a. bone of contention at home, never irritated him. The fact that his mother had been a worker in his father's mill when he married her did not trouble Evan Holt in the Least, though his father himself was not able to forget it. In private conversation he had been known to allude to it as the mistake of his life, a breach of good feeling and taste which nothing could excuse. No man or woman should lift the veil from their inner sanctuary unless in an hour of des- perate need, and then only to a proven friend. To babble of it as a mistake is to stamp the babbler at once, and to proclaim to tlio world his own full share in that mis- take. Mrs Holt was supposed to be a per- son of no importanoe and of little discern- ment. but none save the God in whom she implicity trusted knew of her bitter moments and how she resented the lack of proper re- spect and consideration in the quarter where she had most right to expect it. Evan was her younger son, lusr Benjamin, who had been brought uj) at her knee. Raymond, the elder, was like fags father, cold, selfish, domineering, and inordinately ambitious. Etrilyn she only partly understood, though she was always kind. It is a pathetic pic- ture, this. and often seen in these modern days, the attitude of children towards the parent who have reared and suffered for them. Often the toil-worn mother has to stand aside, and know herself belittled and despised. Sooner or later, it may If), her children awaken to the enormity of their folly and sin. then no atonement will seem sufficient. No such treani?nt had Mrs Holt received from Evan, and when they were left alone he busied himself with her comfort. As he placed a cushion at her back, and a stool at her feet, 'her eves filled with sudden tears. Tm gond en oof for thee. lad,' she said. as her hand fell on his bent head. Thoul t never think shame on t'owd mother.' It was only in moments of doop feeling that she went back into the vernacular of her youth. Evan understood her at onoe, and guessed she had missed him in the past year. But hn would not ask a single ques- tion. the subject was too sore. 'Ashamed of her?—why should I be. and she looking so young and bright?' he asked in the happiest voioe. 'Why. you are twenty years youngpr since I saw you last.' She smiled, welt pleased, not at the words. v-hich only reached the surface, but at the Sweetness of his kindly thought. With Evan 1,t) felt strong and unashamed, and always appeared at her best. Nothing is so para- lysing as to live in an atmosphere of petual blame, yet such had been poor Mrs Holt's lot during the whole period of hi3r married life. Tv-mv I want to hear all about everything. ■n1^v,.nr I suppose father and Ray are all right p' Hay's gone to the Paris Exhibition, Evan.' He sat down before her, and both prepared themselves for a long and confidential talk. CHAPTER n. HIS OWN FOTIK. Tather all right?' asked Evan again, not without a furtive touch of anxiety. 'He's quite well lad, but worried, always worried over business. Oh. Evan. I can't help thinkin' it's sinful to worry as ho does, 'im got so much. Sometimes I says ta myself that riches is nothing but a curse.' 'But I thought things were going OIl very well just now. Ray told me so when 1;0 was here Last month.' They have to go mighty well to satisfy folks nowadays,' she said sadly. 'It ain't common profits that will satisfy them. And Ray said they was going well, did he? Well, I'm glad h3 admitted as much. His father never does. It's always hard times with him.' 'So Ray has gone to Paris; what for, mother ?' Mrs Holt smiled. 'I'm supposed to see nothing, but I can put two an' two together as well as most folks. Ray has gone to Paris because Miss Vanstone is there with her aunt.' Evan stanxl. Do you mean to say that Ray is in love with Miss Vanstone?' 'I do, and I was fain glad to see it. It 11 give him stimmat to think on "besides hiss-en,' she said, with quite unusual acerbity. 'And doea she—<loes she—think of him in that way?' a.s13d Evan. still in the utmost surprise. that I canna tell. She's a main sweet las3, an' a beauty. Maybe the Squire ud like her to do better^ but money is money nowadays, an' the quality ain't got it all their own way as they used.' Evan smiled at the shrewd observation. 'So Ray has gone courting to Paris. Well, it would be a big thing for him to marry Miss Vanstone. I wonder if she would take him.' 1 don't think it has got so far as that. She do look sweryt, lad. but her pride is high. they say. I've never spoke to her.' 'She can't beat our Evelyn for looks, mother,' said Evan quickly. 1 couldn't take my eyes off her at the station. She might have been a Tudor, every inch of her. Of course I haven't seen Miss Vanstone for five years, and the memory of her is some- what shadowy. I daresay it is a match that would please father immensely.' he has never named it to m»; but coom, lad, let's hear a.boot thvsen. You do look pale and dweeble. This college learn- ing is too mooch.' 'It isn't that. mother, and I feel fit enough.' There's a summat, lad—a mother's e'en canna be blinded. Maybe thou'rt goin' a-courtin' too. Well, it's but natural in a yoong lad. an' if she's only good, lad, I'd never say a word.' It's nothing of that kind, and nnoorgrad has no business to let his thoughts dwell on matrimony. I have been working pretty hard. mother, and you oan tell dad I expect to oome out well. What did you think of Digby ? You liked him, didn't you ?' ryes, I tbowt him a civil-spoken lad. And ba's been kind to thee. Ask him to ooom to the Court in t' holidays.' Td like to. He's an awfully good chap, mother, how good I could never tell you. Now never think, to look at him, that 00 is more interested in religion than in anything it ain't usual for young men nowa- days. They coont theirsens aboove it.' 'You're right, but Digby isn't like tliat. He thinks nothing else matters, and that everything ought to be consecrated in this life to the service of God. Intellect, money, position, influence, be savs they are just so many gifts to b3 used for God s glory. knd the good of ones fellow men. 'He's main right, lad, it's the Saviours own teaching,' she answered with an air of quiet conviction that thrilled Holt. Per- hans here, at his own mothers k^oe the final mists might roil away, and all things be macUj plain. „ T 'We've had a lot of talk, mother, and I want to see things as he sees tbom. 1 am convinoed it is the only right way. Mrs Holt sat silsnt A moment, and on her homely faae there seemed a new light, lixe ,&e^d*wa of some lovely and unexpected « Thou'rt right, 1a.d. it ia tho ly way the way of the Cross.' 'But. mother, something seems to hold back. I want to believe, and I do believe, but there is no nearness, none of that deep quiet joy which shines out of Digby at all sorts of unexpected moments.' She sat up and looked at him steadily, and with a. great yearning in her kind eytes. Here she was on sure ground, where none could make her ashamed. 'My son, thou'rt like many another, want- ing to do soimthing, to save thysen, as it wiere. It canna be done. The Saviour is a free gift, without money and without price. Mind what lie said to Thomas the doubter. It's upon the nailprint we mun look an' live.' 'I'm not doubting it. mother, but I want to fael it.' Tve never held wi' them revival feelin's, as they call them. Ten to one they don't last. Believe an' liva an' work, lad. that's the religion for wear. Anybody can talk.' Holt was almost persuaded. Whatever his mother might lack which the worldly- minded prized, be knew her rich in spiritual faith and experience, better fitted even than Digby to guide him at this crisis in his life. "Was this why thou wert so main anxious for me to ooom now, my son ? They didna understand it at Bartley. an' your feyther said I'd better stop at home, but I said "No. if the lad wants me, then I'm goin', Oxford or no Oxford," an' here I 1 did want you, mother, and that was the reason,' Holt answered, and already the cloud lifted from his brow. 1 know what's troublin' thee. lad. it's what troubled me five-and-twenty years ago, afore thou wert born. The proud spirit in thee wants to pay for the gift. Tak^ first and pay after, the Lord says. Thou'rt young. lad, an' if God spares thee, what a work waits for thee, ev'n at Bart1.ey! Many a time it lies heavy on my own 'I will try to loavo it like that, mother,' said Holt in a low voice. 'And when I como home you must help to do the Lord's work.' Tears sprang in her eyes. and the soft, white, motherly hands trembled on her lap. It's the answer to many pravers, lad. Praise God, I winna be so lonesome now at Bartley.' Holt could not speak. Her words sank almost painfully into his heart. They seemed to reveal all the nathoo of the years. 'I may as wcel tall thee frankly, lad. this winna please thy feyther. He's all tlie world yet. He hasna heard God's voioo bid- ding him look higher. An' he has had a. very high pride in thee. Evan, h3 will take the disappointment badly.' mother,' said Holt, struck by her words, 'why should it make any differenoe If religion is anything at all. it should help a man to life the ordinary duties of life on to a higher plane. It will never drag him down.' f:N'O', but will make him stand in matters of conscience in business; it will touch his pocket, lad, at every turn. He will be at war wi' the world, tha flesh an' the devil. Won't he1' At leasts that's my idea of what religion—the right sort, at least—should do wi' a man's life.' 'Then you think my father will be op- posed to my ideas ?' 'We've got to hear thorn first, lad,' she answered shrewdly. my advice, Evan, an' go quietly at first, an' dinna vex or cross thy feyther. He's been a good feyther to thno, la.d. and deserves to be kindly treated. I have often to speak to Ray be- cause he is wantin' in respect to us, that have made him what he is. You will not forget, Evan. that the same book that offers the free gift says. "Children, obey your pa.ren ts Holt listened, silenced and rebuked. He had all too fiery impatience of youth and a generous nature's intolerance of injustice wherever found. 'I canna think what young folks nowadays are oomin' to. They think tbeirsens far above them as has loved an' suffered for them. As I said to Ray the other day. maybe some day, when lie has children of his own. lie will know what a sting it is to see contempt in their 'Ray doesn't mean anything, dear mother. He is proud and ambitious and a. bit hard,-but I am sure he really loves 'He doesll11 show it as he should,' she re- plied. and would have pursued the subject, but Holt tried gently to lead her from it. He knew what rankled in her heart. From the days when he had first begun to under- stand things lie had ressnted the little re- spect paid to his mother in the great house in which she had never felt at home. And even then, in his young boyhood, he had mgistared a. vow that lie would act different- Iv. that he would make it the business of his life to surround her with an atmosphere of kindness and consideration, because she was his mother. His opportunities as yet had fewer than his brother's. He had spent several years at a publio school, and had been two terms at Oxford; but there was the time to come. 'You look tired, mother,' he said. with a groat gentleness. 1 had better go now and let you get to bed. There will be lots of time to talk to-morrow.' Wei, perhaps I will. I'm not so young as I was. lad, and London tired m)0. But Evvy would go her own ways, and she spent a bit o' mon-ey. Her feyther is lavish wi' her, Evan, as "he has been wi' Ye" all. He's been a good feyther, diuna forget it.' There was a significance underlying the words it was impossible to ignore. Evan knew that she foresaw the coming conflict, tlie clashing of opinion and will, and that she was appealing to him to make it smooth. 'The Lord's religion is a religion of psace, so far as a man's own heart is she went on. more to herself than to him. he said, "I conM not to bring peace but a sword." But it is a holy r, and tlie Lord Ilimson will bear the banner. hall we kneel down, lad. side by side, an ask Him to guide us and go with us, and show us what to do?' r Evan knelt by Iter at tne couch, and for the first time in many years lizard his mother pray. The wealth of her outpouring amazed him. It seemed as if the heart. long pent in uncongenial channels. found fullest vent. There was no hesitation, no fear or misgiving. she spoke to God as a near and heavenly friend who held her and hers in the hollow of His hand. It was a porienoo for Holt, kneeling there in a hotel sitting-room, so iv-ar all the stir and btismes- of life, which took small cognisance of higher things. His heart ftirred imnTeasiirably when she prayed for him, that his way t, be owned up and that he mig.it be kep guided and made an instrument in a nig hand for untold good. In the midst of her prayer she reached out her hand and gia^pe-c his. as if to keep him at her side, and to Holt the years scorned to roll back ana tie was a child a.gain. lisping childish prayers a her knee. No further word passed between them; a silent kiss, a pressuio of the hand. a look which spoke volumes, and he was gone. 1 When Mrs Holt went up to her room she found Evelyn fast asleep. Very fair sk looked, with the pink flush on her cheek and the bright brown hair lying loosely on the pillow, which was not whiter than the skIll it ffouched. Sh3 was not less dear than he who had gone, nay, there must ever be in a mother's heart for her woman-child a tender, ness. a yearning which cannot lo uttered. Vgam she red and Evelyn Holt in her sleep, half conscious of the love en compassing. Meanwhile Holt. like one a dream, walked tho streets of the fauiniar city. the ohaos of his thoughts forbidding the idea. of sleep. It was now late, and tbo stir of the day was stilled, the quiet only disturbed by the roll of wheels which bore scmn pleasure-seekers home to rest. He came by-and-by to the pleasant readies of the river, where the moonbeams lay white and soft on the swiftly-flowing tide. The plam, and the solemn influences of the hour soothed him, and filled him with an inex- plicable nearness to the Unseen. It was Borne in upon him theM, in the stillness, that his quiet lours were ahncst oyer, that soon the stress of life would hold him, and call for all his strength of mind and will. He lea.ned his arms cm the parapet of thi3 bridge, and watched the river's flow for many minutes, thinking unspeakable thoughts. Suddenly ho lifted his eyes to the "heavens, which proclaimed the glory of the Lord. The stars drew him. he seemed to see pitying. Divine eyos in their shining. I beliewSj' was his soul's cry. TJelp t Thou mine unbelief.' X* h* nuetL

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