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(All Rights Reserved.) LAZARUS IN LONDON. By F. W. ROBINSON, btbor of "Grandmother's Money"; "Owen, a Waif;«. Mattie, a 9tray 11; « The Black Speck" "No Church," &c. .0. BOOK THE FOURTH. DAYBREAK. CHAPTER X. THE BEARER OF BAD NEWS. h Drtadful news! Was it, as I had feared in my •i art of hearts of late days, that I was one of the Marked upon the face of the earth, and that no ^ferf'0688 cou^ Possit>ly come to me ? With my lng-day fixed, and my wedding-dreBa in hand U'or< anc^ free and lodging next door, and a^6 t0 me ^or a wa'^ every afternoon, tell me of the brightness of his prospects, and generosity of his brother James, there re- tnained always the shadow across it all-the out. .Ille of my struggles to keep strong, as I had pro- everybody that I would. I had kept the °w to myself, but it was there, despite my °f actual happiness. Of late days it had Ib teased; there had been so much sunshine in it> ^oreSr°und, and my nerves were getting for ^6r' anc* not seem to be always waiting the something to happen to dash down my lter thoughts and prove all hopes illusive. not think at first that ib was only my ^et wh° had startled me, that it was he who jv hearer of bad news, and that no news had Ever affected him with its solemnity and depth it had in some way interfered with his *ell coai^rt. I should have known my father inH en°ugh by this time, but I was overwrought £ excitable. 't th ^S own surprise, even his alarm, I snatched (Voii kPPets of his coat, and jerked him into Mrs. wL0,e'8 Parlour- *'Vpv/ &t bad news have you brought?" I cried. <i 5^ have you heard ? What has happened ?" k G-G"d bless my soul!" exclaimed Mr. Protheroe. £ e me time, Maud; don't haul an old man, gr *od infirm, about in this way! To think!— 0{ » heaven, to think!—that your first greeting arent should be an act of violence. Good ra, Mrs. WeIlmore-a lady of whom I have ^ejiJ? 80 milch a°d whose acquaintance I am so u? to make. Good evening, Ella. God bless you child; your miserable old father salutes b Itissed her lightly on the tip of her nose in 14 fusion and hurry; he tottered somewhat '°°kert t0 ^rs* Wellmore an(i shook hands; he 4Pprtto as^ance at me» as doubtful how far his Dae/°ache8 to sentiment or reconciliation might be then he put his shaking hands upon my er» and kissed me, too, with much display of Af °°' bo^ this he tottered to a chair, treading on Vtig *'ttens in his uncertain progress, and elicit- lriH 6queals that frightened him. He was in n^'y a weaker man, with a suspicion of palsy hands and knees, than when 1 had seen hitn 'j^d, as I had imagined, for the last time in dreadful news is it?'' I said impatiently 10 Why do you keep it from us all so I „a,rri only asking for a little time to break it to Yon* whimpered; wit is not so easy to relate. n<^ EUa will be deeply moved. You have not veen as kind and dutiful to me as I could you Is e but you have feeling hearts, and He k0 greatly shocked, I am sure." th0UfiPut' his hat under the seat of his chair as he was in church, and I could see his hair IQ white as silver now. There was a weakness k>°k a quivering of the under lip, a watery the f ^ut the eyes, a sharp and ugly twitching of 0°t ^atures—all significant of a mind that had 1 thered strength to itself since I had seen an<^ £ nows» then it was a mad mind f<*tl • But the fierceness had vanished away 6 face—which was senile and childish in TTa Poor face to look at, and not pity. *Ja 111 a broken-down old man, he burst forth H dreadful spectacle to contemplate." I had news do you bring ?** I said again faintly, the u recoyered from my nervousness; I felt that t;»wa3 terrible news to him in particular, bo* 8 money was at the bottom of it. K ^ou recognise the cut of those abomi- kid 00ts-tile shape of this infernal hat ?" he l>i« V Preading out liis feet, and then hooking out U\e&1 t. dexterously from under his chair with the ^^ing spinning across the room at tens, who, this time thoroughly upset by ifi0L IJ^hled their way upstairs, "all legs and >*ir<r„ frnc* were seen no more till after his depar- Oftt. T hese are the Spicer boots and the Spicer r V8 gone back to the almshouses. The its b has had pity on me and taken me back j. osom; I have been there almost a week; a d-d twelvemonth, with all those Micj be ble, beggarly paupers to put up with X'hg,. ,C1T** to> for the sake of peace and quietness, >hg0 should like to poison the lot of them— l^ere Was a Pause. He read in the faces of his ij^Qers a strong objection to the style of his dis- and his manner changed at once. He had his voice during his explanation; now he ^^it suddenly to a whisper, and became a very „ and long-suffering individual. tni I thought I wouldn't distress any of you about •"lo. U it was all settled," he said, plaintively; n''1 think you could be any good—I mean it seem fair that you should share my trials Xijj {?°u had so many burdens of your own. I Uj on by myself, I thought; I will go back Pauper roof and my disgusting and beg- ftvJ^ance' ani^ ln^ children shall not know a the iaw ut it it is too late to snatch me from to u, >of poverty. When it is all settled, I said tlti e f, I wiII go and, break the news to them t'th: and beg them to bear up, for their poor 11 fi Sa'te." ^►henHJ thought Miss Mapkness began Ella, ^terrupted her. oT\did' Dl^ dear. There is no occasion to 1 at Present," he said. I have been unlucky, and nothing that I attempt in *VJ." speculation turns out well. It is very 'e to ten hae you come all the way from Norwood 11118 thissaid Mrs. Wellmore. B jaTe» madam. the have answered all the purpose," .1 tern Practical but unsympathetic comment to a.Qd Mfs. Wellmore regarded my father interest and an unpleasantly searching t>|ch led him to writhe uneasily in his be K MY son B°N wishes to see you, and ^ck here very shortly." )4,, w i^Hnaore repeated this communication. lhlt 9i not knew he was in Woking just now. ""that is," he added with a jerk, very ''tH news, of course. I shall be glad to see »ln* atld to congratulate him on—on—his "1<1 ODder you did not meet him on the road," »a' he left some time ago with his brother nofc meet him/' said my father, some- *,y0l?1}fU8ed 5 an(* 8a'1' quickly— Ah have been to see Miss Mackness." • Ah, well, I did call to pay my re- but I only saw her aunt. An unpleasant »ti '°—^ou ren3ember her, Ella?—snappish UP» with a beard like a man. Miss by a most unfortunate coincidence, has lb 4 f^Qdon for a day or two, and," he said, j^Sh, •• 1 have not seen her." l^tly ?,ofc 'air t0 trouble her," cried Ella, indig- # tha% beg for money of her again. I don't i/,Iha ^ather. I will not have it." ben°' 8a^d a W01'd about money. Had I CJ, h' shouldn't have mentioned money, I dare tQe remarked; but she has been extremely j cm, 1X16—for a Mackness-and I felt it my duty fo,h fu uP°n her immediately upon my return Vi6 C°Qtinent." i&iD Wa« the old pompous ring in his voice iw* for Tjk'ch we could have Bmiled, had it not the hypocrisy of it all, and that intense lied938 witu which his latter days had been Ie Ita:' r"VG You been to Fisher-street?" asked Ella. f(w t ^ou ^now we were at Woking V tK "^hed at Fisher-street yesterday, and vbftfg shop Bhut. Mr. Edmistoun told me Were," he replied. A pretty penny he LvTr6) out y°u i° his time—out of to feriIa'8 *on2 mean. He has taken V house near Soho-square, and is going v his practice and improve his connection. »V SOn's recommendation," turning to the th* 8°od j tfle 80n ^r°m America, he says. I hope 5 °ld „ advice of his. I never thought much of -Kxlck mT8elf-" i fnow>' said Mrs. Wellmore. ^>0r,S 8 exclaimed to Mrs. he should do something for the doctor „ tie j Went away," answered Mrs. Wellmore. *Cr, WJOUTHFy 1 murmured. extremely delighted to make the t h.t, Witt,Of Mr. James Wellmore," said my Mh^ht "ferity; "or, more strictly speaking, to renew the acquaintance of Mr. ««. ago, when he was a lodger with lh»M- ^her-street, and when Lydia first of p t little paltry business, and lowered the ^erv 00 ever, I used to think James & 8ttlart, shrewd young fellow. Possibly ^auiti°d ftn °pini°n ot himself; but none of and self-respect is no recommenda- self-praise. He is a very wealthy igt-> er ,n America now, is he not ?" ^Ulrt^OUld u h« of ver7 pleased to meet him. If I any assistance to him with the ac- life-long experience of finance, of t generally—I might be able to benefit ^ftt,her looked round in a bewildered rn ton!shed us by bursting into tears, fiom Un^ in his chair and hiding his head U l' lest we should see how V^ot aH^.b6como- ))'' Co said, ^ast" Put my hands upon his vl^i' g0,father! There is nothing to cry for rSu*1 80 Ver» rich m P°°r' anci 1 talk of being of ser- ^fc otaQ" am so down-trodden a wretch, N .'e chance left me in the world, "Vr>°ailed d his white head against me, ather ja Very gaj^ Mrs. Well- more. But had he not better go before Ben 1II- turns?" I shall be very pleased to see him," inter- rupted my father. I-I don't Mt the necessity of going." He will not be pleased to see you, Mr. Protheroe," said the old lady, calmly. God bless me-why not ?" exclaimed my father. A man seeking alliance with my daughter, and not glad to see me! This is plain speaking, Mrs. Well more-terri bly plain." He will not harm you now," Said Mrs. Well- more. Harm me! Great heaven! Has he ever thought of such a thing P" But he will tell you a few truths," she con- tinued, being plain spoken, too. You must not forget, Mr. Protheroe, that you did your best to get him hanged when you concealed that card of Mr. Mackness's in his room." 11 There 1 11 he cried, starting up. That is Maud's silly old story, and there is not the shadow of a proof that I should dream of such a thing. I never put the card there; I never saw the card; I » Hush, hush!" I remonstrated. Speak not of the card, father—not again There are only two words I want to hear you say to Ben, and then I don't think Ben would say another word about it to you." "What's that?" I would say, 'Forgive me! Ah! I can see you are paving the way to a scene—it's the old game," said my father, moving towards the door. I-I don't think I will wait for Mr. Wellmore; I cannot bear excitement just at present. I am not as strong as I used to be and there are no friends here to take my part. Good evening!" You will not stay till Ben returns?" I said. "Upon second consideration, I would much rather not." "Shall Maud and I come with you to the sta- tion ?" asked Ella. No, no. You would only preach at me all the way," he said, alarmed. I am used to being by myself." Do you know that in a fortnight's time I shall be married ?" I inquired. Really! So dreadfully soon after poor Lydia's decease, too. Is it not a little like-like-want of feeling ?" I Lydia would have been glad of it," said Ella, very quickly; she always wisbed-" "Very likely. She was an odd woman, too. Well, I wish you every happiness, Maud, but I shall not come to the wedding. Nothing," he added, as he stood by the door, handle in hand, shall persuade me to come." It's as well," I murmured. I do not think I could bear to see you that day, father." I understand. I'm too shabby for your set. These infernal boots"—and here he executed a little dance in the air, and came down heavily on the Spicers' soles—" are not genteel enough, and the hat is not out of Bond-street, God Almighty knows I" I did not mean that." I don't know what you mean. I never did," he replied, with a wild look at me, and please do not explain. I have had quite enough of explanations for this evening." The door opened, and the tall form of Ben Well- more blocked up the aperture, and caused my father to back slowly from him-to creep to my side, as if he thought that he was safer there. "You!" said Ben, very scornfully. "And after all the mischief you have tried to do." Do not let us have any scene," my father said, in a feeble, husky voice. I am a crushed old man, Mr. Benjamin, and not able to bear excitement. I have had heavy losses, sir. I am sinking fast into my grave." Ben did not answer. He looked from my father to me, and understood my appealing glance. He walked from the door to the side of his mother, and stood there watching us. I don't believe I shall live very long," said my father to me; don't let him touch me or bully me, Maud." He will do neither." Then I'll get home as fast as I can." Do you remember what I asked you just now to do. father?" I said. -it may console you a little later on to think that you have done it." He gave another scared stare at me, hesitated, went towards the door, and hesitated again then he tottered slowly towards Ben, with head very much inclined away from him, and said in a whisper- Forgive me!" Ben was surprised, even taken off his guard. All right," he answered bluntly we'll say no more about it, Mr. Protberoe." My father moved towards the door again, and as he passed me he said in a lower whisper still- Forgivesne, too!" And I understood what he meant by it. He departed on his way, declining any escort, towards Woking Station. He walked away with a brisk step, as though his little flash of contrition, or attempt at contrition, had done him a great deal of good. And I saw him no more till three months afterwards, when he lay very calm and still, and was past all man's forgiveness. CHAPTER XI. THE EVB OF THE WEDDING. They are the pleasantest story-books which end with love and marriage-love brought to a fair conclusion at the altar, amidst a shower of orange- blossoms on the bride. And if this story has lingered too long in the shadow-having been cast in the shadow-land which we call London, and where there is no escaping Lazarus—possibly the brightness of the latter days may stand in fair re- lief, and with a peal of wedding-bells to ring the curtain down. There is not much more to say. Ben and I were married in the old church near Woking, and there came nothing to mar the new light and peace about us, as my nervous fancies thought there might be, by the hard rule governing my luck." It was the happiest day of my life in real earnest; and I had known so few happy days as yet that this, I suppose, seemed particularly bright. And James WeUmore gave the bride away, as he said that he would, and Ella made a pretty bridemaid, and seemed very happy too, and Vanda Mackness came to church to wish us joy and say God bless us. Yes; Ella was very pretty, and looked very happy and proud. And yet she and Hugh had met the preceding day for the first time since his re- turn from France, and had parted for good and all. Yes; I think, with her. for good. Trying, like two blind mortals as we were, and must be, to guess what was for the best, I hope we wero neither of-us mistaken in our judgment. With the last meeting of these lovers-with their few final words of leave-taking, to which I was a witness, in the grey afternoon preceding my marriage morn, this history may fitly close. Hugh Mackness had chosen that day for a re- newal of his vows and protestations, his appeal for forgiveness, his promise of eternal affection and constancy for the future. He had come to us, backed by the story of his cousin's generosity, of his new chances in the world, of his new and better self; and the time he had chosen for his good news and the declaration of his love for Ella Fie had believed might carry all before it. A man of many faults, a man of the world terribly afraid of poverty and loss of position, but with a deep, strong love for Ella shining through his fears, was poor, Hugh Mackness. But with a love not strong enough, or pure enough—and a love that met a pride greater than his own and which set aside his hopes, not unkindly, not in retaliation, but with a firmness he could not subdue,—and that he saw very quickly it was impossible to subdue. "I could not trust you, Hugh," she said in a clear, unfaltering voice to him our life would not be a happy one." If Why not?" "I should be always afraid of encountering ad- versity with you." We shall be rich-we "Not afraid for myself," she interrupted, "but for you. Adversity would crush you and your love together. You were right in your first deci- sion not to risk your future with me; and I do not wish you to tell me now that you have changed your mind." You will not trust me, Ella ?" "No, I will not," was the frank confession. How implacable—how unforgiving you are!" "Oh! no. I am not unforgiving," she cried; "don't think that. With all my heart, Hugh, I forgive you. But our lives lie very wide apart; we are not a good match, and I hope, with all my heart, too, Hugh, but with no ill-will, that we shall never cross each other's path again." She held her hand to him as she spoke, and he stooped and kissed it. Then he stood up again, looking suddenly very pale and careworn. "Very well, if it must be," he said. Yes. It must be." Good-bye." He strode rapidly down the garden path and into the high road, and we saw him not again. It is all over," whispered Ella to me. Have I done well, Maud ?" Yes. I am very glad." "There is always one old maid in the family," sh" said cheerfully, though her eyes were for awhile a trifle dim, "and 1 shall not make a bad specimen. But-" Well ?" "But if you and Ben ever go to America," she said, as I think you will some day, take me with you. Don't leave me all alone, Maud." Is that likely ? Then we walked back towards the cottage, to the old lady by the fireside, and Ben by the side of his mother, and the white kittens tumbling all over the hearthrug, and rapping their innocent, fluffy heads against the fender as though there was no such thing as care or trouble in this world. And so Ella's love-story finished with my own. [THE END.]

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