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MY CHILD AND HIS; OK, tSTHAT CHRISTMAS BROUGHT TO GLADYS CURZON. By CLEMENTINE MONTAGU. Author oj Atherstone Grange cfc, [ALL RIGHTS RBSBRVND.1 CHAPTER VI. (continued.) "Nó'\V, Lady Longhurst," said Lord Longhurst, I Mn ready for your explanation." You shall have it," she said, everything that I GlIb tell. Ah, Frank, do not look at me like that. have done no wrong indeed, I have not." "No wrong! "he repeated bitterly. "My wife has done no wrong when I find her in secret at a house «ke that, weeping over A—bah it sickens me to think Off it!" It need not," she said in the same quiet tone in Which she had begun to speak. "I have done no arm, except in concealing the existence of that poor little nameless baby." "No harm!" Lord Longhurst's lip curled into a Oberashespoke. No harm, when 1, your hus- band, who loved you, and believed in you, was kept in ignorance of this shameful secret; this-" "Not shameful, Frank As heaven hears me, as I am your true and loving wife, there was no shame in the secret of that baby's existence." Yet it is your child, Gladys no one but a BROTHER could have done what I saw and heard you do." ee It is my child," Gladys returned quickly. "My Child and his-Alan Mowbray's." "And you, my wife, the purest being that the earth I believed, can sit there and tell me this Oh, Gladys, I could sooner have believed that an angel Muld fall, from heaven than that you should so "orget yourself, or smirch your purity and inno- «»nce!" He bent his head on the arm that rested on the wble by which he sat, and burst into the bitter tears WAT agony and shame will force now and then from the eyes of the bravest man. He had so loved his Wife- so believed in her innocent freedom from even the slightest taint of girlish coquetry—that this revelation came upon him like a thunder-clap. Gladys looked at him for a moment, and then went and stood beside him. #| Prank," she said, laying her hand on his shoulder, will you listen to me? I have been very wrong in keeping this thing from you. I was wrong through- OUT all the miserable business from beginning to end; but you know how one deceit brings about another. I am not the thing you think me, dear; I was Alan's Wife." His wife!" Yes, dear; married to him at a church in Worcester. When you first asked me to marry you I was not free and I loved Alan dearly. When you aid the same thing to me in London I told you truly When I said that there was no man on earth for whom cared more than I did for you. He was gone, and Was the most miserable creature on the face of the widow when no one knew that I was a wife, lOOn to be a mother, with no father for my child. You know now why I said I would be your wife at Christmas, if I was alive. I hoped I should die. I Should have died but for Honor." Mrs. Trent was your confidant, then?" Not then -she found it all out when we came back to Ashton Royal. She kept my secret for me •&A helped me. The baby you saw is a foundling; ■HE will never trouble you. But she is my child for that." She stopped, and he looked up at her with hard, cotd eyes. The shock of the discovery seemed to have £ E(J HIS very nature. He seemed a gay, careless fellow; but his feelings were deep, and he had so toroughly believed in her. Don't you believe me, Prank ? It is true, every Word of it." Where is your marriage certificate ? Where were you married P' You don't doubt me, do you ?" It is a curious story you see, he said, in the ¡'. 1116 hard, cold tone. I should like to see the docu- ment." I will fetch it; it is in the little cabinet in my room." RIFJ!.16 went away hurriedly, and he sat staring at the V/Ur 8u0 ftffeer box II.ITA • oiau la a Ui^uui* *t seemed a long time to him, and then he heard her Voice calling him, Frank Frank! come." She was in her own room—A tiny sanctum that he bad taken much pains to fit up for her for cold She was in her own room-a tiny sanctum that he had taken much pains to fit up for her for cold weather-her winter nest she called it. One of its ehoicest pieces of furniture was an old Indian cabinet, that had belonged to his mother. He had Itever thought much about it, but it had appealed to *HE artistic tastes of his wife, and he had given it to Gladys was standing beside it, with all the urawera open, and their contents turned out. Oh, it is gone, it IS gone!" she wailed, as Entered the room. It was here, and it is gone!" Whatisgone?" His face was hard and stern now; he thought she Was acting. I ^HE paper, the certificate. I put it in here with his TRUTH5" ^6E' ^OUCAN REA<^ THEM, they will tell you the I do not want them," Lord Longhurst said, and Jus wife heard the tone of disgust and incredulity in «IS voice with a shiver. They can hardly be of interest to me; I should prefer seeing the certifi- Qate." J It is not here. It was here—I swear it." C IT can be verified, of course." Of course," Gladys said, brightening. You can get It at the church." If you will kindly tell me the name of the church 4nd the date of the ceremony, I will make the Decessaryenquires." He took out his pocket-book, and Gladys spoke in a voice that, do what she would, trembled. "St. Lawrence the Martyr," she said; "and the Clergyman was Mr. Rhys. I remember his name because—Oh, Frank what have I said, what have I done, to make you look like that ?" Her words were almost frozen on her lips by the Expression on his face. If it had been hard and cold erore, it blazed with fury now, and she cowered etore him almost as if he had given her a blow. w tone was harder than ever when he spoka again. r ^OU have chosen the place well," he said. Mr. OYS has been dead these six months. His name as rather prominent a little while back over some alters of church reform, and I remember his death %WELL—it made a little sensation." GL K-8 W0L,W N°t make any difference," LADYS said in a frightened voice that she could not EFP FR°M quivering. The registers J. E may as well end the farce," he said, and the disoussion too for to-night. To morrow I may have INF36thing more to say to you. You profess no erest in newspapers, but you seem to have made J>RY good use of the recent catastrophe at Worcester, J 011 do not need to be told that the church of St. ■WRENCE THE Martyr was burned down a week ago, EVERY document connected with it that was in the utterly destroyed! J FRANK—for Heaven's sake hear me! Every word HAVE told you is true. Ask Honor! She saw that knew what-—it was helped me to keep it!" J- Honor has been very useful, I have no doubt, IJ0Nghur8t—women of her class very often !_• will you rot believe me, Prank ? I am not V7,GTO you; IT IS true." FIND I HAVE proof I will believe; not till then. CE /?_ME someone who saw you married; put that FCHEN I >>AK6 "1*;O MY hand, and I will believe—not till CHAPTER VII. A SHATTERED IDOL. HURL*1? QUITE KNEW WHY Lord and Lady Long- Whv FK LONDON before the end of the season, nor REAFD UPON letting their town house and cultie TU THE ?OUNTRY- IFC WAS NOT money diffi- UNR, HAT 'HEIR obliging and inquisitive acquain- JHII.L MANAGED to find out—or think they did—it not N,??VE B.EE.N TBAT HER LADyShip's health was HONJR* satisfactory, and the wellbeing of the pieties lr must nofc be risked &nY further Jfeer8el? admifcfced that she did not feel well: «XDrn«i hardly enough to account for the curious T L ad come infco h'Jr bright young face, anvcno ^u8at. •Was,' Perhaps, more surprised than Ashf.™ tT hw, daughter suddenly appeared at to sJa ^al, and announced that she had ooore home nothiL TIT W,OULD have her* She would explain s«e had not quarrelled with her husband; but he was going away—he thought he should like to travel for a little wbile-and she had a great longing for home. I am not fit for fashionable life, papa," she said, wearily. I have found it out at last. Let me stay here with you—it is all lam good for." She was so exhausted and overcome that her father did not question her then, but resolved to wait the appearance of her husband, who she said would follow her in a day or two. Honor Trent, who had accompanied her from town, either could not, or would not, offer any explanation. "It is for my lady to tell TOU herself, my lord," she said. "Lord Longhurst things he has acted for the beat; but he is hard—he will know if, some day." Then there has been some misunderstanding?" Yes, my lord. At leat-t I can only guess so; S nothing has been said to me." And indeed there had not. Honor had only bern told that Lady Longhurst was going home, and she was to attend her. Lord Lanreath was terribly anxious, but he could get nothing from Gladys. "Give me houseroom, papa, and don't question me," she said wearily. It is better for you to fancy what you will than to know what my husband thinks. Perhaps I shall die when the baby comes, and then it will end it all for ever." Lord Lanreath turned to his old fiiend the doctor in his dilemma. Dr. Saintoa looked very grave. I think I understand," he said it has come to light." What has come to light 1" The good doctor hesitated a minute, and then be told Lord Lanreatb, what he had long known to be a fact, that there existed a little child of whom Gladys was the mother. He know nothing but the bare fact, but was sure that there must have been a marriage, though when or with whom he had no idea. "I think I would not say anything about it to her at present," he said to Lord Lanreath, who was almost broken down with agitation and dismay at the tidings, "She is hardly fit for any shock I can sea she has gone through much. She will never speak of it; but she has passed through some terrible ordeal." She had indeed. She could not understand how her husband could disbelieve her; she could Dot grasp the unreasoning jealousy and rage that bad taken possession of him. He loved her very dearly, and was so proud of her, and he was bitterly stung by what he considered her treachery and duplicity, Gladys knew full well that when ebe left him to go back to her father's house, she left all her bright, happy life behind her; and she had been happy, in spite of her secret, since her marriage. Her home was broken up now, her private belongings were to be sent to Ashton Royal, and she would see her husband no more when he bad taken leave of her till she could give him proof of the tale she had told him. You do not quite know Gladys," was Lord Lanreath's reply to Dr. Sainton. She will not keep anything from me that I ask her to tell me she will know that I believe her. She never told me a lie in her life; she may have been careless and wilful— deceitful or untruthful never." It was with her father's arms around her and her head on his loving breast, that Gladys told the story of her girlish folly and all that bad come of it, and of the loss of her marriage certificate and her husband's disbelief in the whole tale. Don't reproach me, papa," she said. I have suffered bitterly for it, and it is all over now—there is nothing left me but to die." You will not die, my darling. Please Heaven, you shall live it all down," Lord Lanreath said, kiss- ing her upturned face. You must tell me more about it. I must know everything from beginning to end." It was not a long story, and Gladys confessed it all with bitter tears. How she and Alan Mowbray had loved each other, and how they had let romance and dread of being parted lead them into the irrevocable step of a secret marriage. The dull life she had led, Miss Dalrymple's strictness, and the knowledge of her almost penniless condition, had all combined with a girl's romance and a young man's selfish love to lead them on. Then had come Alan's sudden de- parture, and subsequently his death. Mrs. Trent had found it out, and had helped Gladys with all her might to keep the secret. How she had managed to arrange the matter of the Foundling Hospital, and make it appear that the child received that day was the infant of Ruth Stokes, she knew best herself— she had not taken her foster child into her con- fidence. -■ Xiicu tiio BSW itjfCT iwoii ucrcmcateXiOlfCI XJSH- reath said, when Gladys had finished her tale. I Yes, papa." And knew where you put it ?" I All sorts of angry feelings against the trusted old servant arose in his mind as he put the question. He felt stunned and bewildered by what he had heard, and was ready to throw the blame on everyone and everything. No I told no one where I kept it. It was in the secret drawer of that Indian cabinet you admired so much. No one ever went to it but myself, and no key but the one belonging to it would open it." It shall be found somehow," Lord Lanreath said decisively. "Surely, child, someone saw you married. Were there no witnesses ?" "1 only remember an old man and an old woman," Gladys said. I was flurried, and it was a cold, dark morning. I think they belonged to the church." I Very likely. I will go to Worcester myself and make enquiries. It must be carefully done. We must not let the world know that your name is impli- cated, child." The inquiries were made in every possible direc- The inquiries were made in every possible direc- tion, but, alas! with no result. The church was gone, I the clergyman dead; one of the two people who must have been present at the wedding was the clerk, and he bad gone to Australia; the other, an old woman, found after some trouble in the workhouse, could give no reliable information. She was almost blind now, and her memory played her strange tricks. The burning of the church had been a sad blow to her, and seemed to have dulled what little intellect she had ever possessed. Questioned skilfully by Dr. Sainton, she could not tell much. She remembered she had ever possessed. Questioned skilfully by Dr. Sainton, she could not tell much. She remembered a many weddings," she had seen plenty of pretty young brides; but she could not describe or identify I any man or woman who had figured in any of the ceremonies she had assisted at. It was with a heavy heart that Lord Lanreath was obliged to confess they were as far as ever from establishing the truth of what Gladys had said. "I will not curse Alan Mowbray's memory," he said, bitterly, to the doctor. He was a fine lad, and died a brave man's death but I could do it, I could do it." Have patience," Dr. Sainton said, quietly; patience and faith it will all come right some day." I wish I could think so." Force yourself to think so. Say to yourself It shall,"and it will. Heaven will not suffer that poor child to lie under such an imputation long. Her husband must be a hard man." I think not. He is her husband; remember that. and think how you would feel on making such a dis- covery. He thinks he is acting rightly, no doubt, but he will be here soon, and I will talk to him." The talking was of no avail. Lord Losghurst came, cold, hard, and bitter, his wrath and sorrow only aug- mented by the time he had lad for thought. Whenabso- lute proof was placed in his hands he would believe and forgive—not till then. In the meantime be should go abroad, making every arrangement that he could for the comfort and well being of his wife. She could reside where she chose, do what she pleased there should be no stint of means, and he would do nothing in any way to call attention to the fact that anything had happened to part them. Pleading with him was in vain; he would hear nothing. Find the proof," was all he said, and there will be an end of it all. I could not live with my wife with this doubt daily coming between us." Gladys did not try to persuade him. You will be sorry, Frank, when you do know, as you will some day," she said when he bade her adieu. I shall be thankful to have cause to be sorry," he replied. My regret will be sincere if ever that time comes, believe me." He could not believe her—it was not wonderful- so many circumstances combined to make it appear that she was not speaking the truth. Lord Long- hurst would not listen to a word Honor Trent had to say on the subject. He considered that she had mded and abetted Gladys in her deception, and would have turned her out of the house forthwith had he been going to remain in England. The sug- gestion of their separating came from Gladys-she could not live with him and preserve an outward semblance of happiness, poor child, and she begged to be allowed to go home. Perhaps under all the cir- cumstances it was the best step to take. Gossip might say what it liked, but under her father's roof she was at least safe from slander. No word of the baby had ever got about. The servaat who had attended his master that evening had not gone further than the end of the little row of houses, and only imagined that Lady Longhurst bad gone there to visit some poor person of whom he disapproved, and the people about the insignificant neighbourhood had not the faintest idea who the young lady was who had been there now and then, always very limply dressed, and with nothing about her to indi- cate her rank. It was a nine-days wonder, of course, when the house in town was shut up and all Lady Longhurst's things were sent to her father's, but the lawyers laughed at the idea of any disagreement when they were questioned by any curious parties, and the tervantsone and all declared that they had never seen or heard the tiniest difference of opinion between their master and mistress. It was a mystery, the world declared and a mystery it remained except to the persons interested. The year waned, and Gladys, though she was very pale and wan, was fairly well and cheerful. The November skies were dull and leaden when they laid a baby-boy in her arms, and bade her be of good cheer, for the expected heir bad come. "Don't make a fuss over him," she said to her father, who bent over her with his eyes wet with tears of relief, for they had feared for her life for many hours. He will not live, and it is best so; there is no welcome for him, poor little fellow." Lord Lanreath was amazed at her words, and would have spoken encouragingly in reply, but Dr. Sainton touched him on the shoulder and drew him away. She is right," he said; she must have heard me say so. It cannot live long; the trouble and worry have spared her and fastened on the child. Perhaps it is for the beet, as she says." It was true. Before another day bad dawned the little eyes that had opened on life so sadly closed again, to see no light save that within the veil. There was a hurried baptismal name bestpwed-Francis Julian—and then the Reaper caught up his burden, and there was nothing left to Gladys but the waxen form and the remembrance of all her bright hopes. Gladys recovered rapidly, and was soon her own bright self again; not so gay as she had been in her girlhood, but everybody's good angel, as her father deolared. I am going to do what good I can this Christmas, papa," she said, when she had wept her fill over the baby that had only seen the light and left it." I must think of Frank's people as well as ours." But that opportunity was not given her. Lord Longhurst had given orders to his factotum, and his poor were to be cared for without troubling Lady Longhurst. She would probably not be able to think of business, he had said. He was in Africa letters came from him duly. He did not fail in any one thing that an absent husband could do but he was absent. That miserable fact remained, and nothing could alter it. There was a surprise in store for Gladys when she came downstairs after her illness. The one thing she would have asked of her father if she had dared, but she did not like to approach the subject. When they had taken her down and established her in a comfortable corner, Lord Lanreath turned to someone who had entered the room, and without a word put her little child into her arms. Not a little foundling with a charity dress and a number on it like a tiny bale of goods, but a dainty infant, all soft robes and pretty lace, and with a look in its eyes of the dead young husband with whom she had once thought to be happy. She is my Christmas present to you, my darling," her father said, and then he left her with Honor and d the little one, whom he had obtained from the authorities at the hospital through Mrs. Trent, who was responsible for her adoption. But Frank, papa," Gladys said, after she had caressed and cried over her child to her heart's con- tent; what will he say ? He will come back, you know, and It Frank has nothing to do with it," his lordship replied. Anyone may adopt a child if they can show that they are able to keep and educate it in a proper manner, and we have adopted this one. I am perfectly able to maintain and provide for my grand- daughter, though I do not know that I shall proclaim the relationship to all the world just at present. I am afraid that she will proclaim it herself some time. She is a Curzon see here." He touched the soft little arm, where a white mark almost like a scar showed itself. There was a similar mark on his daughter's arm and on his own: if. j^as the badge of the Cursor; mm nlii > any way, it was common to nearly all the family. That mark betrayed the secret to Dr. Sainton." Lord Lanreath said. But there is no secret, now, my darling. Little Natalie shall be our charge from this hour." Christmas was coming round again. Christmas, with all its ring of goodness and gladness, all the Peace on earth and goodwill towards men," that the festive season is supposed to bring with it. Gladys had worked all day to keep down the thoughts that would arise of the last year, when she had stood on the threshold of her new life, full of hope, and brim- ming over with resolutions to let her future, as Frank's wife, blot out all the wilful, sorrowful past. She would keep her secret, and Frank should never be made miserable by the knowledge of what it was that had stood between them before their marriage. And it had all come out, and her word was not be- lieved, and Frank and she were apart for ever, as she believed, with the blackest shadow between them that ever rose to cloud a happy hone. She would never be able to clear herself; there was no help for it. Well, it was a fitting punishment for her folly and deceit. She must make the best of her life now, and bear her chastisement as best she might. And then the Christmas bells began to ring, ushering in the day that the Christian Churchloves best to honour, and her thoughts flew back to two years ago, when she scampered out to meet her lover in secret and declared that she was the happiest girl in all the wide world. It was snowing to-night, faliing, falling softly in great flakes that were fast obliterating the landscape and covering the world with a mantle of purity befitting the holy day that was to dawn so soon. She was in the same room from the window of which she had run out, and she began to dream of that night, with its lovely moonlight and its bright hopes. Suddenly a noise outside attracted her attention, and she remembered with a start that she had not fastened the window since she opened it a little while ago to look out at the falling snow. She was not much afraid of burglars they were almost unknown in that region-but it was eerie. Honor was upstairs with little Natalie, who was restless with some infantine trouble, and Lord Lanreath had gone to his study for something, and apparently found employment that kept him there. She started up, and in another moment would have sent a ringing peal of the bell through the silent house, when the window opened, and a man, white-haired, wan, and spectral-looking, opened the window and stood before her. For a moment she stared at him in speechless amazement and horror, and then, in a gasping, hoarse voice, he spoke her name, Gladys She knew him now, and recoiled from his out- stretched hands. Alan!" It was all her quivering lips could frame, and the voice came choked and gasping. j Yes, Gladys, darling; it is I come back. Have you no word for me ?" You have come back!" she repeated and he saw the white horror in her face, and a spasm of pain ( crossed his haggard features. Yes, I have come back," he said, but it is only to die. Gladys-only to die, my dear." And then he seemed to quiver and sway before her, and fell in a huddled heap at her feet. Then she shrieked aloud, and there were hurrying footsteps and eager voices, and someone rushed into the room, and she knew no more, (To be continued.)

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